Wow!
so I can't begin to even tell you everything that's been going on here at ihop the Lord has been doing SO much in my heart and in my life. I will be returning soon..but the Lord is so amazing I was asking the Lord to give me understanding of my spiritual name which is "Revelation" and for so long I thought well maybe I need to study the book of revelations but he revealed to me that it was the Revelation of the Father.Ever since I have been here the Lord has been showing me His heart and for the first time I feel so alive on the inside. Its not just words but its on the inside and I know that it is God. There were so many areas in my life that I had pushed under the rug for so long that the Lord wanted me to be set free from. During the service at FSM at the International House of Prayer in Kansas City the Holy Spirit has been moving like never before. People have been healed from disease that have plagued the for years and from self hatred. Allen Hood came up to the mic and he began to say that there were some people who have consciously or unconsciously been walking in the fear of man. Immediately I looked around and was about to get up to pray for someone and the Holy Spirit stopped me and said "no go get prayer" and immediately I raised my hand and the Lord showed me that walked in the Fear of Man. Its always been easy for me to minister to other people I can lead worship and even dance in front of people with so much Freedom but I was still in bondage. I could never minister to my family and the Lord showed me that. I was never able to articulate what the Lord was doing in my life and who he was to me...I was a Coward when it came to that.When they started to pray for me immediately the fear of man broke off! and I feel so free. The joy of the Lord washed over me and my heart was overwhelmed and I just felt a burden lift off of me ..For the first time I was able to talk to my mother and share the Love of God and talk about Jesus and share TRUTH and its something that I have never been able to do because of my own fear and selfishness and now God has released a boldness over me and it feels so GOOD to be free!
I LOVE THE LORD!!!
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